This week was the 10th anniversary for the death of the well looked religious leader. The ceremonies where in the Bazaar Najaf Abad Mosque in Isfahan. There are days we celebrate, that we remember to remember, to cherish and to be grateful for. Today, I will remember, cherish and be grateful, even though it’s for a remembrance I wish I never had.Today marks the fourth anniversary of my younger brother’s death — a tragic and inexplicable suicide of a young, vibrant, intelligent, charismatic and talented 35 year old.